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(i need to keep this blog alive, i need to keep this blog alive, i need to keep this blog alive...)

& tada, that's d reason why im FINALLY here tonight (:

ohyes, (recalling what I've been doing for d past 1 week) basically, trngs just took most of my time away that i dont have much time to actually do d things i want

3 games down, 4 more to go (:

Spent my sunday w pc and we headed for movie at PS

Okay, i admit i was lost cause i exited d wrong exit & still walked out happily thinking that i am smart enough to get to PS even by exiting a diff exit

I still think im an idiot when it comes to this, well i've learnt my lesson alr.. HAHA
Took a looooong nap earier on, rj question is so damn hard that i dont even know what to write nw..

Gna start study for communication UT tmr

this is d reason why i think she's so damn cute (:

p.s: someone's damn pro at singing EMO songs while riding in her bike when she's alone hehe

This is gna be d last, i promised..
So many thoughts, but one word to sum it up - speechless
Feel like I've lost so many aft every breakdown, I'll b an idiot if i ever were to have d thought of giving all up, I hope there will never be a day like that
Mentally drained out, my mind is being fucked upside dwn
Everything changed, hate myself for being so weak, having to hold back on my tears each time i fall ):

Tell me when will I have d courage to stand up again?
Sucha loser always so affected..

Won d first Zheng hua game against Nanyang High, it was a reasonably gd game for many of us, at least we did nt collapsed.
But well, apparently i did, by a lil... (k stop it im perfectly fine!)
So, ytd was a f suay day for me cause firstly, fell dwn at d stairs in school library & everyone was staring at me as though wna laugh at me
Then after which played for less than 10seconds during d match.
.....
Saw my primary school classmate in d bus while on my way home,
yes, he recognized jas and i and came over to have a lil chat w us.
'WOW', realized how much he have changed, frm a small lil kid, to a matured adult..
It makes me realised, how time actually flies.
Gna be damn busy w matches, school & trainings! ):

Bestie, hope everything is alright.
Sometimes in a rs, we need to give & take, there will always be ups & downs.
It's just how d 2 of you are gg to face d problems tgt, how strong you guys are willing to overcome all obstacles.
She is still young, she needs time & patient.
& no doubt she still love you, alot. & isn't that great having someone you love (& she loves you too) to be by your side?
That's d happiest moment in life.
Maybe time will tell everything, but well, do what's right for you & no matter what, i will be supporting you alright?
Anything i'll be here.
Cheer up pls, hugs- <3